they gon’ love me for my ambition
for you..
I know I’m asking too much of you
I just want to put all my trust in you
I want to feel your love all in my vains
When you hurt, I want to feel your pain
& When you succeed, I want you to gain
Don’t let your tears hide in this rain
When everything goes wrong I want to be your right
& When you feel alone, be with me at night
When your hands are shaking & you feel lost
Look to me for help, without any cost
Big brown eyes, baby please dont cry.
I know she hurt you with all her lies.
& Sometimes I feel like my feelings too strong
But i promise you’ll feel the same, this love will prolong
Have you over thinking the best you ever had
I just replaced her, & now she mad
I’ll do everything for you & more
There is no one else on this earth i’d do this for.
-Chelsea Victoria Rosa<3
you know that feeling
that cuts like a knife.
you try to run away just to make things right.
but something brings you back to where you started
as if somethings telling you not to feel departed.
& the hours pass, & the days go by, nothing seems to ease the pain
roll me up a list of my regrets, a list of the past, say no names.
all you want to do is see that smile, brighter than a summers day
the feeling of your happiness makes me feel okay.
you know that feeling that you feel when we touch,
how you linger & i feign for it too much
how you show me you love me in these crazy ways
& how you tell me you can stare in these eyes for days
you know that feeling when the passion is too great & you cant let go
clenching the sheets, the last thing you want to say is no.
how hearing your heartbeat is enough for a conversation
& how there is nothing more needed for my beautification.
you know that feeling when you wonder if it was all a dream
or is my reality exactly what it seems?
its been a while..
while my heart i still on this battlefield i cant shield myself.
i hide the pain, the scars with all these faces, different night; different places.
different numbers, you’re to blame.
i look in the mirror to see nothing but a blank mirror staring back.
take it back months ago when i was new & happy
singing of love & fulfilled of what i was lacking.
feeling as if there wasn’t a care in the world.
you were my orange sun beaming bright in my eyes.
you were the cool breeze in the air, the fresh grass between my toes.
eventually the sun stopped shining & the wind blew freezing, the grass dead & lifeless.
there was never love, only hate masked in disguise.
my pain was your fuel, the venom injected in me.
ice cold in my veins, into my blood, flowing to my heart.
look..look what you’ve done to me.
i use to be your world, or so i thought.
in my own asylum, my mind is crazy.
this isn’t who i believed in.
i swear this is a nightmare, i’d drop to my knees just to have you near.
give up my soul just to feel you here.
give anything to breathe the same air as you,
look what you’ve done..
- Chelsea Victoria Rosa.
